i may not know what's happening right now, the things you've experience before in the past till today, but i just hope that it doesn't get worse and worse the more you walk to the path that you'll go for ( I’m sorry for that, it must be hard having to deal with such baggage. However you shouldn’t feel bad about being hurt by it. Its normal to feel bad because you’re just human. pat pat) so take this long shit as a mood booster if you're feeling down, and allow me to write you few things and something that will make you happy with full joys and get butterfly and hopefully you like it though i might be a stranger who barely knows you or have conversation with you, but i absolutely care about you and truly love you, it's okay to cry, it's okay to be sad, we are human after all, and no matter you do, no matter how good or bad you're doing, i'll always be here to be proud of you, and please keep going the good work! i know you tried so hard to accomplish things and still didn't got like how you want it to be but it's okay! you did your best so please be proud of yourself for doing that and be proud of yourself because you have passed all of these bad/rough time that you have experienced and still standing there, reading this stupid paragraph! please stay strong and don't give up on achieving your dream!! there are still a lot more you can do later on, don't give up just yet okay? good! , and if you are insecure or thinks your body appearance doesn't look like how you want them to be, i want you to do me a favor to look in the mirror, try to smile bright and wide as you can, because if you look closely you actually look very very beautiful in it and i promise you that gorgeous smile of yours lighten up everyone's day (even if you think its not) but trust me it really does!! you are a very wonderful, beautiful, gorgeous, awesome, spectacular, magnificent, talented, inspiring, amazing, unique original person! thank you for existing to this world, even if it doesn't treat you like how you wanted, but hey, no matter how rough you're going thru, you will always be a cool person and very fun to talk to! if you have thoughts of wanting to kys, please don't do it. it will be such a waste of life, and yet there's still so many people out there who deserve you and you deserve them, there's also so many things you haven't discovered all around the world, so many beautiful things you have to see, and to visit. you matter to me, and you will always be loved okay? let's try forgetting all hate replace with you love like musics, drawing, editing etc. pls take care of yourself out there! and also you're not alone, never think that you are alone, all living creature has their own personal guardian angel, you might not feel nor see it, but trust me its there! again i dont know how to begin to start tell you how incredible you've been and im so proud of you for everything you've accomplished this year. please stay strong, keep on fighting, keep on surviving, i believe in you, from bottom of my heart till my last breathe, you can do it soldier !! i love you !!!
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note : ++dont forget to eat your breakfast, lunch or even dinner, if you don't feel like eating something try getting a little portion, a little bread will do but just dont skip or try not to eat because i don't want you to get sick, (if theres no bread eat something like a desert, or snack.) dont forget to drink after that too okay?? and go sleep, dont try even sleeping late/get some rest when u need to so u wont feel tired ! <3

love bryce